You’re the only one who has ever touched me
Yet your touch was incomplete
You said the fear in my eyes made you hesitate
Only I didn’t feel afraid
Just slightly apprehensive……but very excited
Your mom was in the room next door
It was all so new to me
However, my fantasies did not come true that night
The satisfaction I did get from it was just being near you
Even if it wasn’t near enough
Some time has elapsed since then
And now you’ve pretty much moved on
You’re seeing someone else now
Maybe we are better off as friends
It still isn’t easy knowing you’re with him
But so far, we’re ok
In fact, we’re closer than before
We talk, we laugh, we sing, and we dance
Then you go to him
And I go home alone
Sometimes I still wish it was me you were with
Other times I don’t
We still talk about that night and what didn’t happen
I wonder why things could not have been different
Why our brief period together didn’t last
You said I wasn’t ready to love
Maybe you were right
Maybe I wasn't
But I was ready to try
Will I ever be ready to try…..again? _________________ "Everybody wants me to be what they want me to be
I'm not happy when I try to fake it"
Sun Aug 17, 2008 6:14 am
MysteryGirl Moderators
Joined: 02 Jun 2007
Posts: 3419
Location: I come from a land downunder
So much plaintive longing, so beautifully expressed. Well written fAkE.
HugZ, Noni _________________ Be yourself.............everybody else is taken!
Sun Aug 17, 2008 3:00 pm
fAkE
Joined: 22 Jan 2008
Posts: 13
Location: MS
Aw thanks, I'm glad you enjoyed it _________________ "Everybody wants me to be what they want me to be
I'm not happy when I try to fake it"
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