Joined: 30 Apr 2007
A Poem For Cori
I don't if I should stay;
or run and hide.
I'm just so afraid it's my heart that will pay.
Do I put in all my chips and say to hell with my pride?
Those little things you do that make me happy
also scare me.
And those little things you do that annoy me
I use as reasons to push you away.
But in truth it's you and your smile that make my day.
i come from a world where someone says i love you and gets beat up in the same night.
And for those reasons and a few others i run and don't fight.
My head is saying no but my heart is screaming Cori.
I want you when I'm eighty by my side helping me write our life story.
I can talk to you better then my family or friends.
From the morning till the night end.
If i'm not with you i'm thinking about you dreaming about.
I wanna go into this with no doubt.
I know i hurt you but you scare me so much.
Every part of me clings to you;
and at the same time every part of me is scared of you.
I don't want my life without you in it.
We are friends at the moment.
But i know In my heart that we are destined for so much more.
i know right now you are undeniably hurt and sore.
But please hang in there.
I'll do better I swear.
I don't want to ever to have a day when I don't see you beautiful green eyes.
Friends or lovers no more secrets;
and please bay no more lies.
I know you were scared of what I'd think or do.
But baby the past is the past;
and we have to be honest if we want us to last.
You make me live love and scream.
I know your hyper and really goofy when we go out.
And that's one of our issues.
But we can learn.
I can learn not to be so uptight and live a little.
And i can help you learn to reign in in some of the craziness.
All i know is you make me a better person.
Trust in each other is the lesson.
I'm offering you my mind, body, heart, body, and soul.
I'm asking you to do the same.
I won't hurt you again I'll stay put and will not run.
I never again wanna see pain your eyes.
Let alone know i caused it.
So what do you say.
Let's take a chance start over and forget everything else.
Forget what anyone else thinks or says.
We've come this far;
Take my hand and wish upon a star.
Well make everyone jealous with all this love.
So follow me I have a plan.
With the two of us and this love we have i know we can.
P.S I love you Cori Norman
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, but falling in love with you was completely out of my control.