Joined: 07 Mar 2007
Posts: 761
Location: Lakewood, CA
Future’s Past Is Presently Tense
I think and act
Like your mind is on the right track
But when does your leash lose slack?
Slink back and relax?
In a chair of nails…perhaps.
Sharp points poking your anxious muscles
Tempting you in some direction
North or South
West or East
But, one day we all know
That your feelings for me
Will be deceased
And I won’t be allowed
Not ever allowed
Ever again,
To call you Baby,
And I can’t say that that day worries me,
Because I know it’s inevitable,
And I know that it has already happened,
But I’m writing this,
Like right now was months ago,
Like breaking up was still a “never ever” of the future,
Because I miss you,
And I’d still love to call you,
Because I still love you, Baby.
(random burst of depression poetry, yay. i miss her. sometimes i don't think i'll ever love someone again like how i love her. i've been trying not to think about it as much lately, but...this is me, this is how i feel, and i wish the emotions of all of this would just go away. i try to be strong, it's true. but i acknowledge that i am vulnerable, and i don't mind it. my heart and emotions are on my sleeve, and i kinda like it that way. i just wish i didn't have to be so hung up on someone that i can not be with, ...i'm gonna go cry on my bed now. love you all.)
Sat Oct 18, 2008 3:40 am
MysteryGirl Moderators
Joined: 02 Jun 2007
Posts: 3419
Location: I come from a land downunder
EDA, there is nothing I can say about either the poem or the situation that will change anything, but it sure does make me wanna just reach thru this screen and give you a hug.((((((((((((((((EDA)))))))))))))))))))))))
Noni _________________ Be yourself.............everybody else is taken!
Sat Oct 18, 2008 6:18 am
EverydayAngelKarie
Joined: 07 Mar 2007
Posts: 761
Location: Lakewood, CA
(((((((((((((((((((noni)))))))))))))))))))))) even if it's an online hug, it still feels good. thank you.
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