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29 Minutes to Freedom
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ae



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29 Minutes to Freedom

2:06
I swallow without breaking the capsule
2:08
One last holler at nothing
2:10
I am waiting for the blur
2:12
I confess my understanding
2:13
I mourn my misunderstanding
which is different than mourning
What I misunderstood
2:14
Is no different than 2:13
2:15
Is just another minute of emotional math
deducting the cost of the lesson
from the price paid in waste
because I never really needed
anything more than what I had
2:16
Still waiting, still waiting
2:16:30
Still
2:17
I taste my own breath
Perhaps it's disgusting, but maybe
that's the stench of what I believed
finally rotting in my cerebellum
2:18
How long is this supposed to take?
2:20
The sun comes out and I
almost change my mind
Perhaps I could do yard work, instead
This is the longest minute I've ever seen
2:21
2:22
I remember that watching numbers
Used to matter to me with a weight
akin to knowing Kierkegaard
And I notice that I no longer care
What the numbers are, or about
Being there at the precise moment
They change
2:23
Still, nothing's happening
2:24
Except change
Slow and inexhaustible
Unforgiving, irresistible
Forgiving, irresistible
Impartial, irresistible
2:25
I am bored of this and notice
My desire to struggle
Against nothing
2:26
And still no blur
Might as well have some water
2:27
My hearing shuts off in one ear
For just a moment
Then I hear the garbage truck
In stereo again
2:28
Things just are
But I am waiting for some things
2:29
I would not have expected this
to take so long
2:30
I am editing prior minutes
with the sudden power to
change history.
2:31
It's ridiculous, of course
But the idea so delights me
That I stop waiting
For the next moment
And enjoy living in this one
For as long as it lives
2:33
Ah... the blur, the blessed blur...
At last, at last, at last...
2:35
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Yeah , me too, this is scary gf





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Post Tue Feb 03, 2009 5:04 am 
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ae

I'm not sure why I stopped by to read this. The title made me curious out how freedom could come in 29 minutes.

Please let us know that you are doing good.

Big hugs

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Post Tue Feb 03, 2009 6:05 am 
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Freedom=sleep, rest

Sorry about that... In my hyperfocus, it didn't occur to me at the time that it could be alarming.

I'm not as miserable as that! I'm not even particularly miserable, actually. Just cleaning out old stuff, mostly...

But thank you for your concern, my friends.

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Post Tue Feb 03, 2009 2:19 pm 
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Ae,

Things are still processing and that is certainly ok! Old stuff, new stuff, in the middle of the road stuff... it can be all in unison sometimes. I perceived this poem to be translucent, and I love that. A moment where the shades pull apart and for 29 minutes... it is all translucent. That is powerful stuff.

Dance~

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Ae~

I can see in one way how this was perceived as a little "scary", but I think your creativity is genius...I truly enjoyed reading something so very different. Cheers to you! Wink

Hugs~
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Post Tue Feb 03, 2009 4:52 pm 
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I read that you had taken a sleeping pill to get past insomnia and the countdown until it kicks in. I burst out laughing at the lines:

2:30
I am editing prior minutes
with the sudden power to
change history.


I didn't detect anything sinister (going to back now to see if I missed the plot there) but to me, it was a brilliant description of a cameo moment!

Great

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Post Tue Feb 03, 2009 8:40 pm 
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Dance--

Hmmm... you're right about that simultaneity, now that I think of it. Thanks for "seeing thru" the moment.

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Cari--

That is quite the compliment! I am very grateful, and glad you enjoyed the read!

ae Very Happy
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Moon--I can imagine you getting a good chortle out of that! I had one myself. And yep, that's all it was... a little chronicle of assisted nodding off.



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Post Tue Feb 03, 2009 10:21 pm 
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ae,

You are gonna give me gray hairs women......Glad you are okay. Try some tension taimer tea its relly works. Lil pills make me worry.... You are really a good writter and friend wouldn't want anything bad to happen to you.....



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No worries, there dear. I take my meds as prescribed, or well short of it. I have a resentment against pills myself, so it's not often I utilize them. But thank you, Nancy. I so appreciate it all your kind words.

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Nooses give
Gas smells awful
May as well live.

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Cooks, I believe you have thus bestowed upon me the coveted red dot! Of course, it's not really EARNED by the PIECE, since I basically just scared everyone into it, but ...tee-hee.... gotta red dot!
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ae
i think i am falling in love with you over these posts lmao
keep em coming cause i am not just yet ready to hit the bottom

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