Standing still, yet still dizzy from the motions,
Drugged by the waves of this life’s poisons and potions.
I take the antidote, I believe in the cure,
Only to find there is no answer.
No fix to this mess, no magic drink.
No finding a way out, no time to think.
Escape is the only option looming ahead,
Filling each heartbeat with gut-wrenching dread.
Life as it was, can be no more.
There is only so much a soul can endure.
One step closer to the way out,
No stopping for breath, for hope, for doubt.
Darkness ahead, sweet death behind,
Embracing neither will bring peace of mind.
Looking up, there is no light, below only ground.
No voices cry out, there is no sound.
Which way to go, which route to take.
Forward, or back…her will or my sake.
Memories rush to flood my head,
Sweet promises whispered, repeatedly said.
I feel my soul dying, as I turn around.
Yet my heart stops its clenching, begins to pound.
Her beautiful presence calls to me,
Asking for patience, for all we were meant to be.
I fall to my knees, I know I have lost.
The door softly closes, and I pay the cost.
Xalia
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Sun Sep 09, 2012 10:35 pm
Roman
Joined: 24 Jun 2005
Posts: 3187
XXXOOO -
This pulled at my heart strings. How so many of us can relate and understand.
Sending ya heaps of hugs!
Take care of yourself girl!
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Wed Sep 12, 2012 12:25 pm
Xalia1 Moderators
Joined: 05 May 2004
Posts: 3702
Location: In love
Thank you Jacko....hella hugs right back.
Xalia _________________ Nobody said life would be easy...They just promised it would be worth it.
~♥♥~
~The words fail me.. because what I feel for you is beyond description...~
Wed Nov 07, 2012 4:12 pm
Cavewoman
Joined: 06 Sep 2005
Posts: 2056
Location: nearby
Yowzzzzzzz....ing !!!!
NICE
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