I’m falling in love with you and I know it and I can’t help it. Every time I see you I know I’m falling slowly and painfully in love with your smile, with your voice, your opinions and sentiments. I see you and I’m falling in love with you, the protective, scared little girl that you are. You’re slowly becoming my conscience, telling me that anything is possible, reminding me to push myself, and be myself and be instinctively me, to trust what I think and think more of it. God, you push me to the end of sanity and I’d be so willing to jump off, screaming if I knew at the end there would be you to catch me. I want to give you all of me, all my hopes and dreams, my insecurities and fears, I want you to challenge me and trust me, throw me in deep water and know that I can swim, I want to give you the only world I own and all I want in return is those smiles. But that can never be, it can never go that far because you, my beautiful girl are not like me. Even though my whole heart and body cries out for you, even though my soul seems inexplicably linked to yours, I am sure that what lies in my heart does not lie in yours. And that knowledge kills me.
I knew one day I would meet my match but I did not know it would come in the form of you, in the beautiful form of you. My own angel sent from heaven to torture me slowly. Focus around you is impossible, the moment you are in the room my body is on fire with the knowledge of you, your touch leaves imprints, imprints that brand me as yours forever and each brief moment of contact is heaven’s sweet torture. Foolish heart which melts at that touch, foolish heart which wants what it cannot have, foolish heart.
The uncontrollable cruel hand of fate will not let me wish for one day, one day to try and love you with the complete love of lifetimes, one day to last a lifetime. The uncontrollable cruel hand of fate which I cannot resent, I cannot hate for it brought me you; I asked, with the wisdom of a fool, to be shown what it is to love and I was given you. Be careful what you wish for but regret nothing and experience everything; not for one moment do I regret you, not for one moment could I ever regret you, my sweet angel.
In the bright light of morning I’ll deny every word written with the ruthless independence you know so well, but in the empty warmth of an empty bed I’ll crave you with the passion of a thousand suns.
Yours forever,
Me. _________________ "When choosing between two evils, i always like to try the one i've never tried before."- Mae West (1892-1980)
Thu Mar 24, 2011 10:40 pm
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Thanks for reading _________________ "When choosing between two evils, i always like to try the one i've never tried before."- Mae West (1892-1980)
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