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Addicted - a very short story

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Ashae78



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Location: Netherlands
Addicted - a very short story

I was having a drink with some of my fellow students in our study bar. It was a thursday tradition. We would have drinks, then order something to eat and finally when the building would close, head to the student clubs continuing the evening till early morning. Oh how I like other students enjoyed this. However, lately I was restless. I couldn't make small conversations. I was distracted. I kept thinking, would she be there? I had to surpress my urges to run next door, chichatting as much as I could. Fetching another drink, playing a bit of table soccer.
But then there would be a moment where conversations would falter. A brief moment where nobody had anything interesting to say. These moments never lasted long, but long enough to find me excusing myself, pretending to make a bathroom stop, not to return to the bar. No, I would finally enter the room next door. Full anticipation, I would login to the computer, open the website and login with my username an password.
Anxiously I would scroll down to the right room and while the window loaded, I would focus on the place where I would see the people inside. Quickly scanning the names.. Is she there, is she there? A sigh of disappointment. No... she isn't. So after a quick "hey" and "bye" I logout again, returning to the bar. Mingling with my student friends, only for the same ritual to repeat a bit later. Funny how things can turn out. One boring afternoon, you randomly enter some site and room. I could just as easily had left it with that one boring afternoon, hadn't it been for her being there. She cought my attention from the beginning. Now I entered the room almost daily, making smalltalk when it was convenient, hoping she would enter in the meanwhile, but sometimes, when I had 'other obligations' I would just quickly peek to see if she was there. It was bad enough that I neglected my friends, but neglecting them when she wasn't there... No I hadn't sunken that deep yet...

The third time I'm logging in that evening. I'm scanning the names, but even before I spotted hers, I see it in the room: "Hey Cutiepie" My heart skips a beat and butterflies swirl in my stomach. I blush, but she can't see it. So I type: "/me blushes.", which earns me a wink from the object of my affection and makes me blush again behind my computer.
It's not much different what I do there then what I was doing next door. Just chitchatting with the others. making small talk. But these are semi-strangers. I'm downgrading my evening... Well I would have save for her. I crave every sentence she writes to me, every flirty word or gesture. Oh sure the gestures here consist of words as well, but its like reading and writing a book. There is speach and a description of movements. It's almost real as I picture everything she writes in my head and tonight the book is better than ever.

She is or claims to be 2 years younger and from another country. It's silly to be here and want her. I wonder why I don't go to a club here and try to meet someone in real life. I've got some girls I'm interested here as well. But none of them make me feel like she does. Or perhaps this is only because none of them flirt with me? But this girl does and oh how it makes me long... She is very flirty and in here, she's flirting almost exclusively with me. It makes me feel special, makes me believe she, behind her computer, is feeling like me when I flirt back. She is definately taking the lead in the flirting. Always a step ahead of me, but I follow willingly, blushing shyly, flustering, giggling at her jokes. We goof around, nudging and poking and gently pulling hair. She's got my attention 100% and then it happens. One of the other women is making a remark and I try to make converstaion, babbling on and on when I suddenly read how she kisses me trying to shut me up. A knot forms in my stomach, while my heart starts racing... I feel exactly like I felt the very first time I ever kissed a woman.

I want more of this and I try to seduce her in kissing me again, but she refrains. I say goodbye. The alarm indicating the upcoming closure of the building has sounded. I have to go. I rejoin my student friends, who pretend to be surprised I was still there. Together we go to the student club and I try to socialise and give them my attention. It's easier, now that I cannot go online, but I keep repeating that one sentence in my head. That night in my mind she's kissing me over and over again.

After just a few hours sleep I make my way back to university. I'm early, but I want to go online before college. I don't expect any word from her, but I need to check anyway. Logging into the computer with a cup of coffee to wake up. Then I see a PM waiting for me. My heart skips another beat... Would it be from her? Yes! I don't care what nonsens she writes me as long as she writes me, because it means she has thought of me. I open the message and hold my breath while reading. Then still holding my breath, I read the message again and again and then I start laughing and jump up from my chair and dance round the room. Good thing nobody is there seeing me act so foolish. I feel so happy!
The message is very short, but the impact is inmense. "I know it may sound silly, but I think I kinda have a crush on you." I sit down again and mesaage her back. "It is silly, but I have a crush on you too." And then I wait. I do not go to class. I just wait, hoping for her to come online and after an hour or so she does.

"Shouldn't you be in class right now?"

"Yes, but I waited for you."

"Thanks... So you have a crush on me too? I thought and hoped so, but wasn't sure."

"Yes, I do. I almost fainted when you kissed me last night." I exaggerated a bit, ofcourse, but I knew she knew that. Sometimes you needed to exaggerate just to make up for the lack of physical presence.

"Good. *Smiling* That was the purpose. But erm.. How do we go from here?"

Bang it hit me. I finally had success and the girl I loved, loved me back, but she was still over there and I here, so there was still a problem. If only I had fallen for a girl a bit closer by...

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Anyway for all of you who are curious what happened: We started an online relationship and calling. Finally meeting in person, travelling back and forth. It was thrilling with all the good and bad things you can have in a relationship (and a long distance one in particular). It lasted 2 years. But oh how I particularly remember that one evening, where she kissed me online Very Happy
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Hello again Ashae =) this is going great please keep it coming =D
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