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Wed Feb 13, 2008 12:39 am
Allison
Joined: 12 Oct 2005
Posts: 4216
Location: Florida
Awwwwww Rain.
Alli _________________ Alli
Sun Mar 02, 2008 2:39 am
Twisted chick
Joined: 09 Jun 2008
Posts: 19
i can reali relate 2 this! While i was reading this it felt like i cud hav written it myself. My exact feelings and actions.
I was with sum1 (lets call her K) a couple of months ago. In my heart i knew i was gona end up getting hurt cos she had hang ups bout her ex,but wat we had just felt so rite,so i let my guard down.
I came home after spending new years with her and her friends, and everything was different. sudenly atleast 5 text msges a day frm her went 2 none. Sometimes i didnt hear anything frm her for days,and wen i asked her wat was wrong she said nothing and that i was imagening things. She only started calling me wen she was down or had a fite with a friend, i usualy cheard her up and then she was on her way again. The calls stoped after a while, and she stoped taking my calls. Its been 3 months now since K started acting funny, and 2months since we spoke. I feel hurt and confused and i miss her so much. I stil think about her everyday and i wonder how her feelings 4 me could hav jst changed so fast.
The bad thing is now im playing around with my ex b4 hers feelings (lets call da ex S). I knw S wud take me back in a heartbeat but i dnt want her back. Im jst playing with her head and emotions. Its nice knowing there is sum1 who wants me. And i feel y cant i play with sum1s emotions? K playd with mine so y cant i do th same?
Anyway. This just reali hit home 4 me _________________ Hard work never killed anyone, but why take the chance?
*twisted*
Thu Apr 09, 2009 8:19 pm
angelsheart
Joined: 19 Nov 2006
Posts: 496
Location: Nis/ Serbia
U got with those lines into the very core of us all...
Thank you for the story...
I will return to it very often, to compare and match my pain...
_________________ There used to be a grayin' tower all alone on the sea... You became the light on the dark side of me...
Thu Apr 09, 2009 11:52 pm
rain11
Joined: 03 Dec 2007
Posts: 36
wow! I forgot I had even posted this!
Twisted
Thanks for the comment! I think this is the only thing I have posted
and it means something to me that you could relate to it! I hope things get better but don't give up hope!
Sat Apr 11, 2009 3:35 am
rain11
Joined: 03 Dec 2007
Posts: 36
Angel
Thank you for the sweet comment! I hope things get better for you too!
Rain
Sat Apr 11, 2009 3:39 am
angelsheart
Joined: 19 Nov 2006
Posts: 496
Location: Nis/ Serbia
why did you delete this????????????'
_________________ There used to be a grayin' tower all alone on the sea... You became the light on the dark side of me...
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