Due to much stress and strain. I dont remember writing half of the posts that are here. My doc says that it is due to lack of sleep. I started to show signs of phycotic behavior. But due to wonderful drugs I am starting to feel more like myself. However after reading some of the posts I realized that I did not make my love look as wonderful as she is. Broken up or not she is still the most wonderful person I have ever met and I want my posts to reflect that. I was not the wonderful person I am now when I posted this so out of respect for her I am going to go through and delete anything that does not make her look like the beautiful woman she is.
love,
MH _________________ From this life to the next
I will love you
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Sat Aug 06, 2005 1:36 pm
Loversheart2
Joined: 21 Jul 2005
Posts: 147
Hugs MH
MH hugs dear friend, Please read your pm. I understand what your going through more then you know. No Im not MPD but I live with it everyday around me. Please know if you need to type, vent or cry or just want someone to listen I am here for you. Please just let me know if I can help in anyway. Here for you sis. _________________ Loversheart2
thank you. I have read the pm and replied. even tried to get you into chat lol
MH _________________ From this life to the next
I will love you
Sat Aug 06, 2005 2:38 pm
DanceofSorrows
Joined: 29 Aug 2004
Posts: 2837
(((((MH)))))
No one will delete this (except if you wish it). I hear your painful cry for help and surely we will together find a way to get you free counseling via phone, or email if you like. Hang in there, holding you.
Dance~
Sat Aug 06, 2005 5:30 pm
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Joined: 27 Jan 2005
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Location: Tallahassee Florida
(((((MH))))))))
i know the spiral all to well MH, not from MPD, but my own issues that often get a hold of me. I find calm breathing, in for 4, hold for 4, exhale for 4, hold for 4 and just keep doing it. Focus on the breathing, and feel your body relax. It does help.
hugs,
brat _________________ "A little work won't hurt you bad, but just in case I'm wrong, you'll be smiling when they pronounce you dead." Amanda Marshall 'This could take all night
Sat Aug 06, 2005 6:37 pm
Tigger Site Admin
Joined: 06 Feb 2004
Posts: 890
(MH)
We are all here for you and will help in what ever way we can.
Tigs
Sat Aug 06, 2005 10:09 pm
Linda Bray
Joined: 22 Aug 2004
Posts: 4052
MH,
Hey there sweet one.....big hugs to you. I would like to offer you some assistance...no charge. Think about it hun and let me know. I also want you to know that I would not try to get rid of the others in no way whatsoever. Also...i need for you, Mel to respond to this and not the others. If you do not know how to do this I can help you with that as well.
Peace,
linda _________________ a poets heart is never empty....
Linda Bray
Sun Aug 07, 2005 4:49 pm
DarkChyldesKiss Site Admin
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MistressHaven,
Nobody is perfect. I can only imagine what you are going through but know that I am here if you need me. Sorry I haven't been around much but my shoulder surgery has left my with use of one arm.
Joined: 14 Apr 2005
Posts: 1560
Location: Upstate NY
.... _________________ Giving myself to others has made me jaded...
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Wed Aug 17, 2005 11:17 am
LvNXtacy
Joined: 29 May 2005
Posts: 8
Location: California
I can only imagine what you are going through. As the ladies before me have stated, I am here. If there is anything at all I can do, please ask. Hang in there and I pray you can get through this as quickly as possible.
you ladies are so wonderful. I am out and in action. Councling would help but I would never wish to intrude on you. I am doing a lot better but that could be the meds talking. LOL. I am back to being online all day so I hope to see all my lovlies soon.
love,
MH _________________ From this life to the next
I will love you
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MH hugs dear friend, Please read your pm. I understand what your going through more then you know. No Im not MPD but I live with it everyday around me. Please know if you need to type, vent or cry or just want someone to listen I am here for you. 
Please just let me know if I can help in anyway. Here for you sis.
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