ankh
Joined: 04 Sep 2004
Posts: 2
Location: Santa Rosa
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Agony and Ecstasy
sometimes I really want you
to erase the knowledge of me to me
yet I realize it's all a mystery
we are to keys to an infinite universe formed from love
a spiritual question
a key to my existence as insistent as hunger to be conscious
i must know who we both are
imust love without illusion
the desire to love for a purpose
to please beyond my own expectations
i intertwine your memories
with dreams of a goddess a force that protects me from despair from
the souls rape
a divine darkness that only love can
manifest that puzzle that lies in the void
your greatness in my eyes
your dominance in my country
my solitude my chains
my voice receding into the oceans of me i must know
so desperate to nurture to make me part of yourself
now that i haunt the desert at night
still searching for the only rose in eternity
still looking for the gentleness that is borne from really knowing me
i try only to give to myself and you
in a world that is rampant with pain, masculinity's path and deadly mistakes
tonight my heart is empty
yet is clear.....and cool
tonight i am not kissing you to fill my restless spirit
tonight the moon is my wine the breeze your breath
yet i love you
love..........eternities flame
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