kat_006
Joined: 30 Oct 2005
Posts: 8
Location: Sydney, Australia
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A apologise to you, my friend
I haven’t been myself in so long
And, I don’t know what to do and how to be strong
So much blame and hate has come my way
But I don’t remember it how they say
So, everyday now I sit alone in my room
Sleep takes away the pain of my living doom
Each minute of every day my heart slowly breaks
I die a lil inside, not clearly seeing my mistakes
But I will fight for you
Be sure that I will fight
Till you understand me, once again
And, I hope you’ll see me as your brother
As your equal, and as your other,
For I wana gain your trust once again…
And then we’ll always understand each other
You’ll see I bleed like any other
For I apologise, to you my friend
Instrumental
I sit and trace back the road of my life
I thought I’d always try so hard and one day make a good wife
You see I thought I was doing things right
But it all went dark when I lost my sight
Sight of the things that meant the most to me
Your happiness, it turned into a ghost, you see
The perfect vision and paranoia got in my way
I couldn’t see the monster I became
But now, I’ll fight for you
Be sure that I will fight
Till you can see the real me, once again
And you will see me as your brother,
As your equal, as your other,
For I wana gain your trust once again…
And then we’ll always respect each other
You’ll see I need like any other
For I apologise, to you my friend
I step outside my minds eyes for a minute
And there what do I see, staring back at me
Oh how I feel the shame
I can finally see, what I did to you
It’s so unreal to me, it was like a dream
But I hope you’ll see me as your brother,
As your equal, and as your other,
For I wana gain your trust once again…
And then we’ll always like each other
You’ll see I breathe like any other
For I apologise, to you my friend
You see, I’ve hardly been outside my room in days
Coz I don’t feel I deserve the sunshine’s rays
I couldn’t see what I was doing way back then
But believe me I would change it all if I could
I wasn’t the person you first met or loved
I couldn’t even feel right/wrong, push or shove
I hope you see that wasn’t who I am,
You have a right to be mad, but I’d like to show you, that I won’t let you down
If you forgive me, once again…
I hope you’ll now see me as your brother,
As your equal, and as your other,
For I wana gain your trust once again…
And then we’ll always know each other
You’ll see I’m sorry like any other
For I apologise, I apologise, to you my friend
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