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Originally posted by Lovergirl:
it's been awhile since i've cried
it's been awhile since i've thought about you
it's been awhile since i've read your letters
or since i've looked at your pics
it's been awhile since i wore your locket
it's been so long since i've done these things

it's been awhile since i've dreamt of you
it's been awhile since i've held you
it's been awhile since we've talked
it's been awhile since i've kissed you
it's been so long since i've made love to you

it's been so long since i've been happy
everyone thinks i'm happy
but they don't know and you don't know
is that i'm letting you think i'm happy
but deep down inside i'm not happy and i'm gone

it's been awhile since i've been myself
since i've been the person you know
that person is lost to you and everyone
i'm not her anymore and i don't think i ever will be
it's been awhile since i've been the real me

and it's been awhile since we both said i love you
and meant it
it's been awhile and it will be longer

i wrote this poem about my ex gf when she broke my heart and left me then a month later got with someone else. but i'm over her i've realized alot about her wasn't the really her.

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